So work was ok but I was very pmsy. My boobs are so sore I can hardly touch them... and people tell me it's going to be 10 times worse when I have babies (I bag to differ). I went from a small B to a good C in my mind! Major spillage out the B cups today! lol
I called the Pharmacy and told them I was ready for my debreifing on the injections and meds and what not.... of course I had to leave a message and they would call back (still mad that they don't answer the phone anywhere to do with fertility... wonder if they have some crazies who call all the time and they just screen those calls, hope that doesn't turn into me). Anyhoo I got a call back and the lady who called me wasn't even able to go over them with me when I clearly stated on the message that's what I wanted to do! So she said the Pharmacist would call me back when she had a moment. Got the call at 2:30 and normally they are only open until 2pm so I was shocked! The lady was amazing and kind and joked... it really made me feel better in the end! She re-assured me that it's fairly hard to screw up and that I will do fine (I don't like hugging but I would have probably hugged her!).
Right after that phone call I felt crampy so when to the bathroom... wiped and here is AF showed up with no warning other than the boobs and PMS! lol. Normally there is some sort of spotting first and then she comes full red but nope! So now I am worrying that she came too soon. As my first u/s is only on CD5 and I would only start my meds then at the earliest!? I dunno... guess I gotta go and see what others did online! I love having internet friends who have gone through the same things to compare to!
I called in my Day 1 as instructed to, so I might be getting a phone call from them.
Thinking back....
When I first got my calendar from the IVF nurse I was leary about the dates because I told her I had such a short cycle 24-26 and that the u/s would have ended up being CD32. She said sniffing would lengthen it but it only did by 2 days so will I be starting stims soon enough? Will embryo transfer be too late in my cycle that they won't have time to bake in the oven? That is all to say if I even get there.... the thought is still in my head that this could get cancelled anytime along the way... and I know that thought needs to stay there because it very well could get cancelled (happens to the best of us). I will plan for the worst and hope for the best through this whole dang journey and try not to get my hopes up too much!
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